I seem to procrastinate every year about getting my life on track where I should be. I have come to the conclusion that I fear being successful. I am afraid that if I reach my goals and dreams, my life will change dramatically and not all in a good way. I fear I will change along the way and I wont have the love of my friends and family in the way I do now.

I have become painfully comfortable in my misery. As each year ticks by I find myself full of regret for not making the changes I so desperately need to make. I am now at the point where I say NO MORE. I can not continue on this road. I was made for more. I was made to be successful and be in a position to give back. It is now more painful for me to bare my current existence than for me to make the needed changes in my life. I will be documenting my transformation here. This is not just about my health, my weight or my finances. This is about the whole package. This is about my story and making a difference.